salam aleikum

it was all about patience
awaiting
it was all about knowing
indulging
it is suddenly here and now
it is not a run away, it's a catching
it is not about hidding, it's a revealing

it's a long long way

throught abstinence ..... and stillness .....
from long walk distances ......... and introspection
....... to stupidity and faultiness

ALTER

as a body full of secretions,
stimulations, impulses and intersections
choosen paths on a dubious road
hazardous trips
unstable encounters
coagulating
changing
adaptating
always
blinking as it flashes so quickly
safe for now
pink is my strenght
pink is my cell

BLINK

a static sum of bluriness
a little touch
of this uncleanable sense of strangeness
awkward
among the others, among it
world at hand but untouchable
world over clarity
in the deep deep memory,
a tiny soap bubble
a fragile kindness quickly shattered
obvious
hasardous
glance over a river in spring smoothly bathed by the sun

AGAIN

we make a trip
on a long journey, so
filled by uncertainties
yet another year
still undistilled
yet

and again, and then

CHAOS

words on a run
freeding the tamed horses
opening the cages and
leaving the tigers devour the birds
as it should be
as i dreamed about it

Ψ

back on the tracks
joy & expectation
excitment &

Χ

long path of
abstractionism & chocolate
snow & blind commitment

meta

a sudden rupture in
the flux
- a subtle raise of heat -
face to face with ineluctability
the deepest vision of
a tangible reality as
a still force of ancient power
an urge of action
tamed by fear

nothing is the same
nothing is changed

economic

pure nonsense
ironic sensibility
cosmic fragility
forgotten sapience