AGAIN and AGAIN

what do we know and
why do we care?

on the verge of uniqueness

white

borders

white

land

white

mind

unexpectant

disturbed

only by the flight of ladybirds

unexcited

i am still not sure

it's an infinite progression into infinite regression

pundit in laziness

in order to create

wait

fairtrade

i have a secret wish

who's not even a secret

not also a wish,

closer to a misbelieve

corrections

absolution

i can't seem to face up the facts

i'm tense and nervous and I... can't relax

i can't sleep, cause my bed's on fire

don't touch me I'm a real live wire

you start a conversation you can't even finish it

you're talking a lot, but you're saying anything

when i have nothing to say, my lips are sealed

say something once, why say it again?

ce que j'ai fait, ce soir-là

ce qu'elle a dit, ce soir-là

réalisant mon espoir

je me lance vers la gloire ... okay

YA YA YA YA YA YA YA YA YA YA YA

we are vain and we are blind

i hate people when they're not polite

psycho killer,

qu'est-ce que c'est?

fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa better

run run run run run run run away

Oh Oh Oh Oh

AY AY AY AY OOOh

hey hey hey ha

we missers live in the shadows of our muteness

because there is nothing like tenderness

and fast actions that lead to empty rooms,

empty captions

there is no other realm

there are no other times

here and now : loss

(חור שחור (שוב

deep dive

deeply sorrow

deep in

deep flow

bliss (bis)

thousand horses reduced

to one unique thoroughbred

running breathlessly on

the shores of Sinai ;

blinded by a green sun,

in his ageless power broods

a primal hunger, an

aimless gallop of raging

nature in his veins, pulsing,

beating, beating, shining force

חור שחור

fuckin' afraid

fuckin' stressed

fuckin' alone

fuckin' hopless

לב

i believed in being better

but still i lied

i would try not to cry

anymore in front of shfanfan

help me find the truth

that melts my heart

anytime i see your bright face

bliss

my memory still at the window

on a not so casual friday afternoon

two heads now facing the city

in its fascinating semidarkness.

stuck in the bare pleasure

of this one shared moment

where our entire future is

already depicted and crystalized

POA?

a sudden typhoon

unpredictably turns

into an inner turmoil

POA

suggestion

in order

to be amazed

to be catched

see you, see me

to have a romantic view of life

doesn't mean you're romantic

blood flux

i was tired

i was surprised

i was scared

now i don't enjoy the silence

now i don't fall asleep

now i still don't know

society lag

i came because i didn't knew.

moments

salam aleikum

it was all about patience
awaiting
it was all about knowing
indulging
it is suddenly here and now
it is not a run away, it's a catching
it is not about hidding, it's a revealing

it's a long long way

throught abstinence ..... and stillness .....
from long walk distances ......... and introspection
....... to stupidity and faultiness