Vertigo

weirdness
in the need for pain
heartless
in the path for destruction
quickly
sliding into the abyss
absolut self-negation,
most unique sensacion,
pure and intense extasy

Rejoice

filled with obsessions
no time to switch, no time to be
in the edge of rupture

burned
beaten
of scars and memories

Rejection

extatic
inertialy filled
i intend to follow the clouds
as pink as water lilies
on a back,
drawn,
i open myself too much
to visibility

burn feelings
destroy hopes
restore rejection

Failure

exposure to intensity
extense empathy
what kind of dog are you, to look at me like that?
is no kidsbisniss

Frailty

don't know where..
don't know how..
don't even know who..

am i

no matter where..
no matter how..
no matter who..

i am

Fear

constant systole

definitive infliction

static rage

subatomic implosion

Anguish

perish of the selfish foolish

Arrhytmia

again
it's like that
like being afraid of
afraid of anyone
like loosing track
my forgotten path
state of hints
state of being
bravely empty
solely thankful
once again

Asthma

my everlasting external view of
things
things that are
things to come

no beast in me
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