head



















bang nang

gun



















has a reminder
has a forgiver
beneath all breathless
emotions
swimming by the woods
dancing under the red sun

aimed

heart



















funny happy ongoing
without subtlety
without memories
just submerged
only sinking
no kindness
no restrictions
the security of it passing
instantly
returning to a violent state
to the pink-nik area

eat ing
beat ing
hid ing

pro cess

box



















unexplainable
moments
mirroring
events
disruptive
comments
attempts
of living
glimpses

fridge



















slowly emerging
dark path of challenging desires
glued to my spirit
fixed near my heart
slowly

honey drops
gold particles of dreams
blindfolding rubber
exploding sentiments
fire
fire
be with you

glass



















back from there
back to foreignity
back into the pool

backresting
drowsiness as a mental plaster
backresting
broken compass on the floor
back to eremitic existence

rear

folio



















looking for punishment
thoughts without answers
desires without
shape
lies without
doubt
living without serenity

swimming, back to elemental
back to back with fear
momentary (?) lack of reason
nothing behind the
door
nothing in the
light

dulcet

stomach



















waiting
waiting
a dormant evidence
waiting
an extinct self
waiting

suspended life activity
filled with incapacities
filled with breathtaking desensitization
waiting

motile

pocket



















live to feel
empty
always back to the starting blocks
recreating the race
enjoying what's ahead
but nothing happens
as dreamed
just find myself
stuck on a rack
not even crying

no more relief
unpleasant rage
narssisylum
cephalalgia